无眠

我妈说:主唱是女的...
-.- 无言...

=)

放慢的脚步

有时候
放下脚步 看看周围 或许你会发现
青草的绿 不是 书包里 颜色笔盒里的那种 绿
海水 不是真正的 蓝
更别说其实 是 白色的 蓝天了

这些 或许 都是 世界上 毫不起眼的细节
可是 又有多少人发现了呢

站在一旁
看着世界转动 看着世人们赶路 看着时间如流沙般 从身旁溜走
或许 会被人说成 浪费时间
或者是 还记得以前有个华语补习老师 的一句 口头禅 浪费生命
但是 在这浪费的行为当中
或许能 从中得到领悟出 一些些 平时 看不到的 事情
比如 浪费时间或许 其实是让你了解 时间的珍贵的第一步
往往 人都会在 浪费或不珍惜后 才会 领悟到珍惜的美好
用一句最浅白的话 来诠释 就是 人往往要撞墙后才会知道痛
那为什么要去撞呢
*这只是打个比方 应该没有人会笨到可以的去撞墙 -.-*

这也或许 可以 成为警惕 让你更好的完成下段路
所以 这就不是 单纯的浪费行为

事情往往有 好的一面 也有坏的一面
这完全是看个人 观事的心态
如果太匆忙 或许你就只会 看见 负的那一面
而看不见 正的那面
那又何必呢 放慢 并发现另一面 或许会发现前面乌漆抹黑的路 其实是有阳光的

放慢脚步 有利也有弊 这完全在于个人的看法
但 无可否认的是
休息 的确 可以让你走更长的路

=)

Heal.

well,maybe i am the one who magnify things,
maybe emotion is one of the reason,
maybe tiredness is one of the reason, or maybe hormone? -.-
well,back to subject.
yeah,can't deny that things really happen...but...well...maybe i am the one who magnify things...yeah...me....haizzz......i am incurable =( i will try to mend it.
things seem back to track.
and,thanks, my friends =)

i am fine. wheee =D
jbjbjbjbjbjb....the place i born,i live,i breathe,i sleep,i study,i play,i made friends,i laugh,i bla bla bla... i feel secure here,only here, with my family.
and now, my daily routine is to live with my family, play with my idiot bro *lmao*
i enjoyed it. And enjoying. I could tell these moments are the best,ever. =D
i am satisfied, easily.

my relative,
oh well,i think i really have no energy to fight with my friends.going to wave my white flag -.-

=)

It does.

silence is gold,does it translate it that way? hmmm,i guess,lol.

i shouldn't forget it for any moment and i have been remembered it, anytime,

and this explains why i could only talk freely towards my close friends but not others.

but,well, i am imperfect and forget things sometimes,

honestly,i didn't think that will cause anything before it's out...

but,well, it does at last....

i thought friends should know each other feelings or thoughts, not that deep, but at least just for those basic.

but,well,nope,i think....

sometime,you think what you do just not a matter, but,

it does, actually,

but you just don't know....

and well, maybe i just like to magnify things and make myself stuck in problemsss...

kinda of self-abusing...(okay,now i know why i chose sam, lol )

well, so, just leave me alone for a moment, and so i can think it all over again,

and think a way out, for myself
to get out of those stupid problems which i get for myself.

and well, because maybe it just really hurts,

yeah,it does...

and well,maybe is, because i thought it will be as same as what happened in sec sch...

but, no... things are different, always.

You have it now,but not always.

this reminds me what my chinese teacher in sec sch said, friends in sec life are always the best ever you have.

yeah,indeed,they are always the best i have.

well, i am fine, perfectly fine,

it's just like a small fall while i am walking,

what i need to do, is just stand up and continue walking, *well, no running for a while,but walking slower than before*

and,no tears, because we are not like still 2, 3 years old kids, crying out loud while you fall down...nah nah,it's not going happen,

because, tears are precious and not going to let it drop down that easily.

lol, it's kinda of mood swing this few days, (i did say, grown up isn't a good thing, haha...)

i am not really good in playing with masks. so, just give me some time.

and well, forgive me for not telling the truth *well,not like i am lying, but just didn't say out the real reason XD it's called cover it up,i guess lol*

=)

Seeing you all is far more important than surprise =D

Warning: a long post! u can read it till the end or choose not to read it.
*well,if u stop reading in between,i wouldn't know either* -.-

okay,i will start by now =D
start with the picture then, a late b'day cake, and now oni i realise i didn't make any wish this year!!! what??? i just wasted my 3 wishes which is that precious that you only can do it when it's your birthday??? -.- well,maybe grow older makes you forget that you need to make a wish when your birthday. *i hate growing up*

next,okay,well,i have no comment for this below. -.-
我只能说，再多的挣扎也是没用的，接受吧。 或许我会从中得到快乐。-.-

starbucks after jas n jme went back.Had a girl talk. =)
well,actually is just two girls plus one orang utan,BUAHAHAHA XD

from...them :
well,i wonder is aus really need this? -.- hahaha....


LOL,as i said,i can only accept it -.-
AND, i will definitely bring it to aus =D
maybe,i will treat the monkey as rubbish bin and bla everything out to it when i find no one to talk....hahaha XD

thx ning,no more any monkeys and banana,finally,hahaha -.-

okay,starts my speech now,well,i knew that u guys surprise failed today,LMAO. XD
but,allow me to say that, seeing you all is far far far more important than surprise. =)

have the same feeling and thought after reading ning's card.

well,after one year staying in kl experience,i've learnt many things,realised many things. I could tell that this ten months really made me grown up a lot,far more a lot than what i thought.

haizzz,so,can't denied that, i felt that i became older,omg... -.- *grew up indeed not a good thing* well,this is part of life. Learn to think older but live younger should be the rule. XD

yeah,ning,i totally agreed what u said in the card, though we have friends after we separated, but the feeling isn't the same. Although we can talk,laugh,play,do crazy things with our college friends,but, well,can i say that our frequency just isn't the same? Maybe, with you all, we've friendship for years but with them just months. I just can't spoke to them what's my trouble and things. But with you all, i can just bla bla bla and throw out anything i have. Because you all are just my listeners, for me. You all can know what my feelings are and what my thoughts are. I no need to say it out,and you all just know it automatically. This is the advantage for friends after years XD glad to have you all to be my friends =D

well,maybe i am quite a weird person,i can't talk to anyone easily. Only to the one i trusted and believed. And these are built up through years,not by days, minutes or seconds either... (*well,though sometimes i just love to keep things to myself,hahaha,okaaaaaay,i am weird,i ADMIT that,maybe it's just kind of self-defence,lol and this self-defence is quite too strong wey, yuwen, that's not a good thing wey -.-*

ning: i got prayed for you,no need to scare your result lah,i suppose u do it very well XD

it's a great day with friends =)
honestly, seeing you all is far more important than any surprise.
*And,i don't want to spoil u guys surprise,
i want the surprise by you all to be succeed,
i am trying to.... but you guys knew that i knew it earlier,LMAO......
And,
i won't want to see ning and jme went to lift BY ACCIDENTALLY XD,
i won't want to know that ning will go back jb by ACCIDENTALLY
and,
i also won't want to know that she's just bluff me that she not able to go back jb XD
i won't want to hear jme said she gonna meet me up later BY ACCIDENTALLY
well,allow me to say that,i really won't want to know things that i shouldn't know...LOL
all of this,this and THESE,I get to know BY ACCIDENTALLY, LMAO....
i really won't want to be that smart LMAO,
sometimes i rather i am stupid when i should be, hahaha XD*

A great 18 i have.

=)