其实...

其实，

最不在乎的人，他，最在乎

其实，
最坚强的人，他，最脆弱

di-lem-ma

sigh.
di-lem-ma.
so,what should i do?
aduhai...
oh,god,pls, give me a light, guide me, teach me how should i do. :(

between,today,there are so many stars above the sky :)

Food = Life = Love. :)

Let's start with something nice XD
awww, koala bear XD

green bean soup.minako goh,i know how to cook edy!!! yeahhhh XD

In max brenner,oh man,i love that shop!!! XD

so big!!!!! XD

this is so nice buahahaha XD

easter eggs

Focus,focus on life,enjoy it.
=)

this is so cute! XD

omg...this shoes is so CUTE! i think it's nice to wear in winter XD lol.

After 20 days.

I survived after 20 days since imy last post. haha. i survived through all assignments : biol cloning essay, philosophy essay... (oh no,till now i still can't believe that i actually wrote a phil essay :O so proud of myself as my crapping power seem to increase since i last crapped in sej paper. =X)

Days here after another one month is great :) With lectures, assignments, project, revision, groceries, cooking? (nah...this is not good -.-) with new friends :) Days here passed with a super ultra high speed :S
Have my everyday with a :) except some emotional day or stressing day -.-
new friends are great tho but i still love my old friend in that tapioca island which 8hours flight from here.hehe XD
this is bcs - 酿得越久的酒越香 XD

this is for minako. nah,caramel still not my thing. It's sweet, suit u,minako XD

this is for ning,no polar lah,teddy bear pun boleh lah. =P hehe.

so proud of my ou friend, have me on her msn profile pic =X XD

Milk in australia is awesome =D i love the cows here,thankyou :)

This is awesome,i forgot which day it is. -.- the sky looked nice :)
however,night is way better, with stars, but....it can't be captured.sigh.hmmm..... maybe beautiful things can only last for moment but not for ever. so,what to do? appreciate it. And, remember it with heart. :)

YEAHHHH......easter break :) can sleep longer but still need to work on: assignments and revision.dui... anyway,im going to hunt for my easter chocolate eggs while doing my grocery. yeahhhh....chocolate XD

=)

Sunday = =D

Pictures of the day!

hmmm....not really many cars on the road during sunday.

i upload this up if u did not see it at fb. =D Is it lavender??? it looks like. is it? Awww.....so pretty. =D

Feel like eating mantou. It costs me 3 dollars. -.- *try not to convert it.but i can't.* Well, my friend said: do not convert,if u convert,u can't buy anything here. -.-

it's product of malaysia! haha.

snake bean? i find it very funny. -.- i thought it called long bean? haha

lunch of the day: mantou. XD

chocolate flavour. *Happy-ing XD*

Simple things can make a smile on my face. =)

owh.....my weekends passed in a blink.sigh.
And i still have tons of things not yet do.Second sigh.
Chem lab on wed: chem prelab to-do.Third sigh.
Catch up for Biol lec......
*i've been left behind for 3 lecs due to lack of sleep in lec -.-*
it's sounds like i deserved it as i still not go to bed yet tho my clock shows 00:32. -.- Fourth sigh.
chem lecs... psyc essay intro...
revision on scie1000 tute if i want a pass. -.- Sigh.Sigh.
Awwww......time,can u please crawl rather than run? -.-
Another big sigh.... a new week starts again.

Breathe in and start the week.

=)

Stars, never stop to shine.

I love and also hate the sky of brisbane. haha...It sounds no sense lahhhhh... (here comes my malaysian slang...lol....well,no matter what,im still malaysian. =D )
I dislike the sky of brisbane in daytime.
I can find a lots of plane fly over. -.- I found a few plane which is red in colour,i bet is airasia.Hmmmm.....but then airasia doesn't take off from brisbane neh....then must be qantas. =X
There are around 2 to 3 planes each day. -.- so annoying....duiiiiiiii.....

Talks about the LIKE part.
THE SKY here AT NIGHT is A.W.E.S.O.M.E. =D
It's full of starsss. This is what i couldn't find in malaysia.
honestly, i hardly find any stars from the sky in jb lastime -.-
the sky here is full of stars....full of shinning stars.
omg,it's so pretty and i can't stop staring at the stars. lol. XD nearly drop off from my window -.-
Also,i tried to take pictures of it. but...sigh...failed. -.- what comes out is a black picture. Zzzz.





Sigh.....i really tak tahu is our ms*a failed or i failed. =X
There is so many people don't know malaysia got CHINESE. -.- WTH?! -.- how come?
i don't know how well they know about malaysia.
but,my housemate do ask me "r ur parents move from china to malaysia?"
(you can imagine there is so many ".........." on my head -.-)
Me "nope,is my ancestor."
Another housemate lagi cute,ask me "you all eat dumplings, 水饺 not?"
Me : yup (u can still imagine "....." on my head. -.-)
" oh, 把习俗都带过去了" (my housemate is a china.)

i thought ppl DO KNOW malaysia has 3 big KAUM: malay,chinese and indian ?!
A BIG SIGH. Nope,the answer i got is nope. Not every ppl know. But luckily ppl din't ask me whether i live on trees not. =X
Many ppl was so surprise to know that im from malaysia bcs i looked chinese. -.- (get what i mean? they thought that malaysian are all malays. sigh....failed lah i. aduiiii..........)
aduihaiiiii............anyway,now,im gonna to tell everyone that,im a malaysian - chinese. =)


Look at the sky before turn in.
Talk to the stars before i end my day.
No matter happy or unhappy, they seem to hear it.
I know it when they shines.

Journey starts here.

It has been 3 weeks for yuwen to be in brisbane. well,she survived.LOL
*No longer lost her way anymore -.-* well,sometimes she still couldn't get what aussie say if they talking too fast -.- haha...
Getting busier and busier....so much thing to be revised. :O things learnt in SAM not really much =( gonna lectopia over again and again. sigh... now I even can remember which mins the lecturer coughed -.- *pro lehhhhh =X*

well,FYI: what's lectopia? lectopia is recording of lecturers (slide and lecturers' voice)
the aim of having this is to let those who missed or unable to attend the lectures get to hear the lectures again. (so that you won't miss the lectures :D)
fuyoh...so nice,even give u excuse to ponteng -.-

But then for my situation is: i couldn't catch what lecturer said in class so i need to lectopia again and again. (i such a nice girl,won't ponteng wan....XD CHEH~~~ LOL)

random shot of the building in uni .

Paiseh lah, din't really takes many photos tho bcs i was exhausted every time when i went home -.- Will try to get some pic if i went to uni on weekends. =D


Started my day not smoothly yesterday =(
Waken by bad dream yesterday. -.- The dream was so real and made me think that it was a real scene until i woke up =X i dreamt that i was scolded by teacher (my pri 3 class teacher,wellllllll honestly,i like that teacher and she didn't scold me before when i was in pri3 -.- )
duiiii....maybe i am too stress =S

And yeah, i was really LOL when i heard about ppl guessing my nationality.hahaha... my coursemate thought i am from hk (?!) well, when i asked my housemate which is from hk,he said,yeah, i looked a bit. okay,that's not too funny. The most ridiculous is: even got ppl thought i am korean. ROFLMAO. how could it be?!!!! aduhainya....... *btw,feel a bit happy tho XD*
well,ning and jas said: they buta ke? ( -.- )

photo taken while i walked back today. Clear blue sky. LOVE IT XD

yeah.Uni life is free but i won't say is relax. =X so much things to do and yet not enough time =S

there are so many things need to learn things need to adjust. Phew....

Take a breath and continue the journey.

=)

Life in brisbane.

oh my,I have been in brisbane for two weeks in a blink. :O

Well, weather this few days isn't that good. Has been windy and keep showering :O Well, the good thing is it isn't that hot and it has been cold at night. :D

And yeah, sun here rises early,much early than in msia. Can you imagine you find out sun rises at 5am? -.- And outside became all bright at 5am. OH MY. I've been shocked for a few times,dui... i woke up and found out: why is it so bright outside?oh my, don't tell me i miss my alarm?! And,well,i found out it is only 5 in the morning. Zzzz..... Next: Get back to bed. -.-

My neighbour. Taken from one of my windows

Front gate from another window.

My room. Isn't that messy,right? X)
Minako: u seeee...i did fold my blanket X) Did u start to fold urs in uniten??? XD LOL

Wardrobe and bla bla bla

Tada! There is another new member in my white family! =) My present for further studies in aus from aunt. So happy to see white collection X)

Another pressie. Simple but pretty. So it is my cup of chocolate X)
And the aunty told me this when she handed me the pressie: 送你手表，是要你珍惜时间好好好读书.
Oh my,how could she think of such nice sentence? -.-

Between,i am really fine for this two weeks being in aus except for emo sometimes while seeing planes fly over -.- (i saw qantas fly over today while i am collecting my clothes in garden =( Wonder where it heading off.... )
I've been normal after arrived in brisbane since last time being freak on the planes. -.- I could tell you, the feeling of watching the plane took off is really sucks -.- I never ever hate the moment of plane take off before but except this time. eishhh....

Ohhh...it's 12 :O and i have a 9am lecture 2mr man....i think i should turn in and will continue life in uni in next post =D

Sweets do make my day up =D

I went to lollyshop in my uni today. A shop where u can find many sweeeeets and chocolate =DDD
I found banana there. It smells nice but then it's way too sweet -.-

I prefer the round one. Yeah, the one with uneven shape is also better than banana -.- lol.

oh yeah,i got my atm card from bank yesterday. haizzz...well...they got my name wrong.To be correct, my first name should be yu wen and my last name should be soh. and then what appear on my card became Yu w Shoh pulak?!!!! one more 'h' pulak? aduhainya. well,another 1 week to go untill my new card arrive =S

haizzz....

Emo

i just can't think of any other title. -.-
haizzz... it's just XXXX whenever i saw or hear the planes fly over -.-
somehow,there are quite many planes here. wadui... i saw three yesterday -.-
the tail of the plane is red in colour,i suppose is Qantas. -.-
okaaay.... i think i might be able to differentiate what airline it is after a few more months.

don't mind me,i think i will stay like this till next week when lectures start -.-
haizzz.....

不舍

sooo...........what i suppose to say now? i have too much things to say now, but not sure what to say first.hmmm......
okaaay...first thing, let's pray that my luggage won't overweight tomorrow. ohno, i mean all my luggage can be checked-in tomorrow with student visa. Because it edy exceed normal limit for economy class. -.-
quote from my mum: 我很怕你的行李会爆开 -.-
the next, hope i can get rid of night flight nightmare. I don't want to be blurrrrr the next day and miss any of my luggages -.- hope it so won't be happened.
the next next,okaay...i forgot what's the next. So, let's pray everything goes well tomorrow. =D

awww.......so,this is so fast. Gonna leave in less than 24 hours. I'm gonna miss everything here, the place i lived for 18 years+, the place i born, i studied, i laugh, i cried, i eat, and so, here malaysia - jb, is the place. No matter what, I will remember here and come back one day.
*lol, actually i am gonna coming back before 2014,before my passport expired -.-*

Friends: I promise i won't forget you all. I mean it.

不舍是因为有太多值得留恋
不舍不会常常出现 只有在你离开时才会默默出现
它默默地出现 一点一点累积
在你发现时 太迟了
这时唯一能做的是 带着它离开 留下美好回忆
下次旧地重游 不舍不会再出现 出现的是一幕一幕美好回忆
脸上离开时的眼泪 取而代之的是 嘴角的扬起

手中紧捉的小鸟 惟有将手放开
小鸟才会得到自由 手也才不会因为小鸟的挣扎而被啄伤

soooo, gonna back to days 3 months before. I hope it will be better. At least aus don't have mat rempit who simply grab ur handbag -.- okaaay,i am so gonna annoyed by my 3 meals -.- if don't want to get nightmare of eating bread,ham and sausage, i gonna be more hardworking and cook myself. Well,i told my friend my idea of boil every food i wanna eat, friend: wah...don't so cham lah,u wanna be nun meh?. -.- this is so called healthy life style wey! -.-

And,i bet i might be a freak when i "waseh" or "walau" -.- okay,i will try there and blog about the result. I promise ning to do my first task there,influence my friends about m'sia 口头禅 And,i promise u, ning, i will tell them waseh is u are beautiful. =X And record down the observation =X

soooo, for not wasting any trees for tissues. I try not to cry tomorrow. -.- I won't want the plane to be flood. =X
PS: ning,shhh...don't say anything. -.-

okok,last post in jb. Wish me luck and i will reach brisbane still in one piece XD haha.

什么都没有 唯有的是 四周满满的祝福

=)

天公诞

tada....went back last thurs night to bai tian gong.
honestly,i have no experience for this at all. -.- *shoud be guilty as a hokkien*
As grandpa has passed away,that's why we have stopped for like 3 years.

firework again. i realise firework on nineth was more than the first day of cny.how come? -.-

炮竹响连天

okaaay...i admit that i am too slow every time while taking picture...that's why can't get a really nice pic of firework -.- (firework finish at the time when i wanna capture it -.- )
then i gave up. I think i should focus to watch it.haha....

anyway,today's valentine day. Happy valentine's day! =)

Stars, shine always.

农历新年快乐! 兔年快乐!
送走了老虎 迎来了大白兔 =D


Actually, did you guys know that white rabbit is an albino? hahaha...
True colour of rabbit isn't white but brownish or greyish. White rabbit is produced by selective gene. I got this from my bio lecturer lastime.
"so pity lah the rabbit"
"But you all like white rabbit right?" (teacher)
"...." (agree)
hahahahaha....yeah...me too like white rabbit. =X


Everywhere i wanna go was in flood =X
first is queensland the next is muar -.-
okaaaay....... that happen in the end of tiger year.
(I can understand this... maybe bcs of monkey 犯太岁 in tiger year. -.- )
well, now is bunny year, hope everything will be great this year. =D



“ 看见前面有黑影 不要害怕 因为阳光在你身后 ” --- 摘自... (我忘了哪里 -.- )

firework...
katy perry: cause baby you are firework...
remind me of this song while playing firework...hahaha XD

This one is pretty. I love this. Like the stars shinning on the sky. haha. Thanks my model =D

Another 12 days. Less than 2 weeks. Honestly, have no any feelings now. Numb? or maybe still not yet reach that day. hmmm..have no idea. Nerves and receptors seem to be not exist =X haizzz or =D ? hmmm....
Well, honestly, have no energy to =D when the thought of there will be no people play 21 dots and mahjong with me next cny flash in my mind. Hmmm....maybe there is no use to think too much now.
Sometimes a question exist without any appropriate answer. Any answer will be the answer. But for sure is answer does exist.
Get what i meant? No? hmmm...never mind then...me too not sure what is in mind now. Have been rest for too long, brain doesn't get to function normally. =X hahaha...

Anyway, Happy Chinese New Year! Cheers... =)

Reminisce.

Have stayed at home for nearly two months for doing nothing -.- oh no...going to die man... and yeah, flood water in Brisbane has recede,phew~ Was sweating every time watching news about flood in Brisbane,the flood water somehow looked like tsunami =X
god bless me then,amitabha,善哉善哉.

well, have left school for nearly one year. But then,don't know why, still miss school life and school uniform sometimes. =X
white shirt and blue pinafore with the name of 'soh yu wen'. owh...can't remember when is the last time i wore it, i think is last day of spm,haha. I thought that i won't miss to wear back that 5 years uniform anymore when i left sigs. But somehow,i miss it after one year =X
at least, with school uniform, you don't need to think what to wear every morning when u woke up. It's quite annoying sometimes when you are lack of sleep last night. =S
but then, towards the above sentence, jas said: i rather to think what to wear everyday rather than not to think about what to wear. -.- hahaha....

anyhow, memories are the best gift you and i can get. Treasure it. Because it worth.

=)

Happy new year 2011!

one year passe,another new year reach. Well,maybe things might go for different ways,but,life still goes on and so, we need to live on.
Wishing everything goes well for this brand new year.
aha, 新年新希望, 今年我希望------
澳币请你不要再涨了. -.- 你够高了
wondering if one riggit can exchange 3 aussie dollars, buahahahaha.
or else for riggit or sing dollar, pls increase banyak banyak -.-
i have never have any wishes for new year,what happens to me this year? -.- btw,this reminds me that i din't wish for my 18th b'day,what? how could it be? i have wasted my 3 wishes,ishhh,can i have my wishes now? -.-
btw,it's 2011,and so,i will be known as 19th. Duh,i thought i just had my 18th b'day for not more than two months ??? -.-

anyway, happy new year! all the best in 2011.

=)

White christmas in 2010

Went to Hokkaido at 15 december. Be more accurate, is the early morning of 16 dec bcs the time of the flight is 0055. Feel like sleeping in airport but then cannot...then after that,it is being more difficult for me to sleep after boarding. i think my neck sprained -.- i love sitting plane, but then this has became my nightmare. -.-

okok,proceed proceed.

sunrise

view of hokkaido from plane

yummy yummy

white christmas tree

botak, HAHAHA

hmm...maybe car might get cold as well haha.

view outside the resort taken from room

purple christmas tree

music fountain in the lobby of the hotel

the restaurant which i had 3 breakfast there and one dinner. the food is nice.forgot to take picture as i was busying eating -.-

the ice cream in hokkaido is awesome XD eat one almost everday hahaha...

the bear can dance.so cute.

waseh,so many 'relatives' -.- notice: there is a big big one at right hand side hahaha



the jacket is too thick and somehow like a tilam. Also,the snow is so soft -.- feel like sleeping on the snow XD

Btw,i did taste a wee bit of the snow,there are no taste -.- should bring honey syrup,then i can have a big feast of snow ice XD

The second day, was snowing and is a windy day. snow + wind = blizzard? lol,well,not that serious lah...but just u can't see far things clearly nia,as below:

Let's start skiing. XD

wah,look pro-nya...

still look very pro...

but then....in the end,HAHAHA....fall down pulak -.- the girl with yellow jacket is our instructor,yup,she is a foreigner from new zealand, nice and sweet.

Was tiring after skiing, so change activity: slide hehehe....
It's around 4.30 or 5 in the evening,but it looks like 8pm night

waseh,looked like riding a horse,BUAHAHAHA...anyway,normally should slide macam like that

but then don't know why,i 翻车 -.-

the wind is quite strong while the day became darker. Nearly blew down by the wind while climbing up the slope. Maybe i will become a big snow ball if i fall down from slope.haha

After stayed in resort for 3 days and nights, checked out and went to sapporo on the morning of 19th.Went to airport to keep our luggage first and then went to gai gai in town by train and mrt.Leave hokkaido by night flight.

Was walking on the street towards chocolate factory,and i was testing how thick is the snow. -.- yeah,almost one hand loh.

there were some cartoons dancing every hour.

was waiting for the cartoon to dance.

got bubbles somemore...haha

the chocolate biscuit,yummy XD

production site

samples look delicious

There was a small corner with toys collection.There were so muh of TOYS!!!hahaha

doraemon!!!

so many mickey mouse

never see so much of ultraman before. -.-

hello kitty

Leave chocolate factory and continue our journey.The drain was freezing.

The market

called 二条市场

So many crabsssss

the octopus legs are so big...

Leave hokkaido at 7+pm and reached tokyo waiting for transit. And getting a night flight again as what we did when we came to go back snigapore. *ya,a night flight again, -.- din't sleep well again.air stewardess called us up for breakfast at nearly 4.30am -.- hahaha*
Had a new and nice experience of skiing trip in hokkaido.Also had a white christmas in advance XD I love Hokkaido especially while looking down from airplane, the whole hokkaido is in white colour. XD It's so pretty. =D Going to have another white christmas there again in future. Should start saving from now onwards.haha....

=)